Showing posts with label sadness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sadness. Show all posts

Musings from the Heart: Breaking Down

I had a little breakdown the other day.

Alone in the apartment, watching a movie, I suddenly lost it.

Thinking about lost love. Hopelessness. Being alone. Not being able to work things out with someone you loved because you knew they just didn't care enough.

It was too much. The feelings too strong. All at once, overwhelmed, the tears came down. 

And then, just as quickly, I was brushing them away. 

Just a simple little breakdown, but it helped me realize something:

My soul feels torn to bits.

How do you get over that?

 

Dark to Light

There has been nothing but shadow in my mind.

The gray shades of life permeating me.

No escape from the negative thoughts.

But there is also hope:

It is only in the darkness that the light can be found.