A Voice from a Dream

I woke this morning with music and verse I have never heard before swimming in my head.

Dreamy background sounds with a constant drumbeat. 

And then the voice.

He sang: I heard you calling.

Did you?

I hope you did.

Musings from the Heart: Breaking Down

I had a little breakdown the other day.

Alone in the apartment, watching a movie, I suddenly lost it.

Thinking about lost love. Hopelessness. Being alone. Not being able to work things out with someone you loved because you knew they just didn't care enough.

It was too much. The feelings too strong. All at once, overwhelmed, the tears came down. 

And then, just as quickly, I was brushing them away. 

Just a simple little breakdown, but it helped me realize something:

My soul feels torn to bits.

How do you get over that?

 

Peaceful Nightmares

Last night I dreamt.

Dreamt about the end.

What it would be like to be all alone.

It was terrible.

It was frightening.

It was not how it should have been.
And when I awoke, I was at peace.

I knew it would never be that way.

It would never get that bad.

I can do it.

I can rely on myself and finally be.

Finally find peace.